To look upon with desire to possess or to appropriate; to envy (one) the possession of; to begrudge; to covet; to give with reluctance; to desire to get back again; -- followed by the direct object only, or by both the direct and indirect objects.

To be covetous or envious; to show discontent; to murmur; to complain; to repine; to be unwilling or reluctant.

a resentment strong enough to justify retaliation; "holding a grudge"; "settling a score"

accept or admit unwillingly

a feeling of deep-seated resentment or ill will, to be unwilling to give or admit